Remembering spring

I had forgotten the smell of Georgia in the spring. Going for a walk last week nearly brought me to tears as a lifetime of familiar sounds and smells surrounded me.

Living in Spain, I longed for fall. Fall is my favorite season. All the fall festivals and fairs, football games, hot apple cider, friends, Halloween and bonfires. It’s all just my very favorite. But the first year living abroad, I discovered that Spain doesn’t welcome fall quite the same way. There are no fall festivals, no bonfires, no Halloween, no cooler weather, just a little bit less of the high, high summer temps. And I longed for fall. More than fall, I longed for home. That elusive place that I had left willingly, but missed greatly. Fall represented the very best of what I left behind.

For the first (and probably even the second) year, I was pretty miserable. I was too sad to even notice spring. Looking back on that first year, I probably recognized more people were out, people were smiling, and there was a different feeling in the air. But I didn’t completely catch it. The second year I caught it. Spring in Seville is magical. And I don’t say that lightly. It’s actually magical. The orange blossoms burst forth from their winter slumber. The fragrant aroma fills the sleepy sleeps streets of Sevilla that are slowly starting to wake up. Warm sunlight falls on every corner of the city. Fería arrives, and with it a host of beautiful dresses, handsome suits, joyful children dancing in the street and a rebujito in every hand. It’s a throwback to days gone by in Seville and the richness of Spain’s history. Spring brings people back outside who’ve been bundled up for the winter. It brings warm days with a bit of a breeze. It brings tourists. It brings students. And brought me right out of my slumber. Maybe it wasn’t a slumber, maybe I was depressed. Maybe I was lonely. Whatever it was, I was asleep and spring time in Sevilla woke me up.

So what does that have to do with the walk on a warm spring day in the southern United States? It has everything to do with it. As I went for a walk this afternoon, I smelled the familiar smell of freshly mowed grass and flowers in bloom. I smelled my childhood. I smelled spring days spent lovingly with my grandparents on Thompson Street. And I remembered (maybe for the very first time) that fall was never my favorite. Spring always was. Because spring is the reminder that the winter won’t last forever. That the shortest, darkest days will be overcome by the light. And that fact is worth celebrating. That truth alone brings joy. And as creation slowly wakes back up, Spring culminates in the glorious celebration of Easter. A reminder that even the darkest of dark days will be overcome with the light. Ephesians 5:13-14 says it this way,

But everything exposed by the light becomes visible—and everything that is illuminated becomes a light. This is why it is said: ‘Wake up, sleeper, rise from the dead, and Christ will shine on you.’

Everything exposed by the light becomes visible and everything illuminated becomes a light. Wake up and let Christ shine upon you. Wow. Yes and amen. Thank you Lord for waking me up and showing me the light so that I could once again bring your light. Oh, how I love you!

 

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